You don't have to feel bad about it. I get that too.
But - I just don't want you to have to feel like you're suffering through that alone. It was hard, right? It's okay - to say that it sucked for you too.
... Right. [ there's a little doubt there, but. she shakes her head ] I really didn't think she'd done it, you know. I mean... why skip me, and then keep going?
[he's hesitant because - he doesn't want to pry. but he also thinks that if grace is bringing it up herself, maybe she just wants to process it with another person.
so he'll sit with it and respect it, if she trusts him with it]
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I didn't... want to tell anyone. I didn't think they'd believe me.
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You don't have to feel bad about it. I get that too.
But - I just don't want you to have to feel like you're suffering through that alone. It was hard, right? It's okay - to say that it sucked for you too.
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It did. I was... [ and she sighs, looking away ] I was scared.
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if she pulled away even a little he's going to hug her closer again]
.... I'd be scared too. [ . . . ] I don't ever want you to be awake again when I'm not, but if you ever are - take my gun, okay? I'll understand.
[so that she can be just a little bit more reassured]
.... I'm glad you're still here. And I'm glad you said something.
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... Thanks, Mineo. I'll take you up on that.
[ but yeah otherwise she seems content with. accepting hugs ]
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[but it's just going to be a hugfest then]
.... you're alright now. Everything's - .... we'll make sure everything turns out okay.
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I don't know. I think that's something only she could really answer.
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[ not on nice week on top of that :/ ]
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[ . . . ]
I'll get it through the grapevine and report back to you the important parts that aren't just someone being a shit.
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[ murder note that does not say brb brekky for once ]
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... what would it have said?
[he's hesitant because - he doesn't want to pry. but he also thinks that if grace is bringing it up herself, maybe she just wants to process it with another person.
so he'll sit with it and respect it, if she trusts him with it]
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[ she looks down ]
I just knew I didn't want to die. Not here. Not like that.
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.... of course not. Even if you're face to face with the chance of your own death... how can you accept it?
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[ she knows that! she is very sure of it ]
But she... didn't.
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Sometime after she left, I fell back asleep. In that... weird way we do the first time. I don't know how long I was awake for.
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[softly]
... the not knowing is almost harder, isn't it?
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You don't want to throw an accusation out without anything else. I get that too.
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You really didn't think we'd believe you, huh.
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