sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Don't think anyone would expect you to.

[ . . . ]

I'll get it through the grapevine and report back to you the important parts that aren't just someone being a shit.
sengokus: (♟ saying "if you see this girl)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . . ]

... what would it have said?

[he's hesitant because - he doesn't want to pry. but he also thinks that if grace is bringing it up herself, maybe she just wants to process it with another person.

so he'll sit with it and respect it, if she trusts him with it]
sengokus: (♟ even when they say)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . he'll just try to rub soothing circles at her back]

.... of course not. Even if you're face to face with the chance of your own death... how can you accept it?
sengokus: (♟ saying "if you see this girl)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
.... were you awake the entire time after? Or...
sengokus: (♟ over someone i'll never meet)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
... but you still had to sit there, knowing she'd walked in, for however long.

[softly]

... the not knowing is almost harder, isn't it?
sengokus: (♟ what else can i do?)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
.... and you had to know that she'd come to see you, and be stuck with her in a room for nine hours.
sengokus: (♟ i'm not broke)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . he nods.]

You don't want to throw an accusation out without anything else. I get that too.
sengokus: (♟ over someone i'll never meet)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . ]

You really didn't think we'd believe you, huh.
sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
.... Gu-san has his biases. I also think it's... well, not a bad idea to clear people when we can.

[ . . . ]

And I have my own biases too, you know. Not even counting Takeru.
sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . ]

You can risk it - with me.

[he can't speak for anyone else but]

I would've chosen you. And I'm sorry that you had room to doubt that - I'll do better.
sengokus: (♟ saying "if you see this girl)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[a nod, firm and certain]

Yeah. I don't want to say 'of course' because I guess I didn't make it obvious enough—

[but to him, it feels like something that's such a given that it'd warrant an 'of course']

I care about you. I don't think you'd lead me astray just to use me. I trust you.

[and he says it because - to mineo, trust is the real difficult currency to get with him. he can have friends, he can have allies, but trust is something that he's hesitant to just hand out]

... don't forget that now that I've made it clear, okay?
sengokus: (♟ there's nothing left)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[i have no idea if the first one ever stopped but it's fine - he's just going to hug her back easily]

.... that's okay. [a little huff, gentle] .... I trust less than people think, so it's actually probably a fair call.

[he can count the people he really, truly trusts here on one hand]

... but I don't think you'll make me regret it. So believe in me a little more, okay? Now that we know we trust each other.
sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
[nodding easily in that]

Sleep soundly every Thursday moving forward, okay? I don't want you to ever deal with this again, Grace-sa—

[ . . . well.]

Grace.

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