sengokus: (♟ over someone i'll never meet)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
... but you still had to sit there, knowing she'd walked in, for however long.

[softly]

... the not knowing is almost harder, isn't it?
sengokus: (♟ what else can i do?)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
.... and you had to know that she'd come to see you, and be stuck with her in a room for nine hours.
sengokus: (♟ i'm not broke)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . he nods.]

You don't want to throw an accusation out without anything else. I get that too.
sengokus: (♟ over someone i'll never meet)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . ]

You really didn't think we'd believe you, huh.
sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
.... Gu-san has his biases. I also think it's... well, not a bad idea to clear people when we can.

[ . . . ]

And I have my own biases too, you know. Not even counting Takeru.
sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . ]

You can risk it - with me.

[he can't speak for anyone else but]

I would've chosen you. And I'm sorry that you had room to doubt that - I'll do better.
sengokus: (♟ saying "if you see this girl)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[a nod, firm and certain]

Yeah. I don't want to say 'of course' because I guess I didn't make it obvious enough—

[but to him, it feels like something that's such a given that it'd warrant an 'of course']

I care about you. I don't think you'd lead me astray just to use me. I trust you.

[and he says it because - to mineo, trust is the real difficult currency to get with him. he can have friends, he can have allies, but trust is something that he's hesitant to just hand out]

... don't forget that now that I've made it clear, okay?
sengokus: (♟ there's nothing left)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[i have no idea if the first one ever stopped but it's fine - he's just going to hug her back easily]

.... that's okay. [a little huff, gentle] .... I trust less than people think, so it's actually probably a fair call.

[he can count the people he really, truly trusts here on one hand]

... but I don't think you'll make me regret it. So believe in me a little more, okay? Now that we know we trust each other.
sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
[nodding easily in that]

Sleep soundly every Thursday moving forward, okay? I don't want you to ever deal with this again, Grace-sa—

[ . . . well.]

Grace.
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-15 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
[he laughs a little bit at that]

Ah... It's a politeness and etiquette thing - though you wouldn't guess from Takeru. Though he doesn't subscribe to a lot of Japanese customs in general. My parents sort of drilled that stuff into my head, though. It's like... Last name basis by default, and '-san' is an honorific of some distance and respect. They change as people can get closer.... '-Chan' and '-kun', and stuff.

But... I think calling someone by their first name shows that - we're close?
sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-15 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[there's just a bit of a laugh at that]

Yeah - it's probably hard to get an idea of... but everything's pretty hierarchical where I am. You gotta adjust how you talk to people at work and stuff.

But uh - it's different here. I guess I just default to being pretty polite... at least in how I address people.

[he's otherwise pretty casual]
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-16 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[a beat]

Hmm... Kind of.... Sounds weird now that you say it like that...
sengokus: (♟ all that's left of myself;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-16 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
[he's flustering]

Well - it's not anymore! It's just Grace, so....!!

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