[ i would respond with a memory immediately but i feel a lot of this needs addressing, mainly: ]
You cut your bone and cooked it to kill that guy?
[ like, from the memory and feelings she witnessed, it felt deserved, but also. this is some kind of horrifyingly hardcore grace isn't sure what level of impressed she should be? ]
[She's still. . . eating her crackers. She doesn't really seem put off by this memory.]
I had no choice in the matter. The Saint of Duty is a thanergy void. He can undo my wards like they're little more than air. An attack from within was the only way to counter it.
... And he wouldn't stop trying to kill you. I get it.
[ she doesn't, not quite, but still. she gets the sentiment. whatever else she wanted to express is lost in the next second, when i make you watch a two minute clip because i refuse to write out one of the few scenes i can find on youtube. grace winces at the end, but it's more reflexive to having anything personal shared against her will, even if this tells no one anything at all ever except one time she fought turtles. ]
Okay, so the memory thing is a weekly effect thing. That explains it.
Anyway, this memory is so much. What is this cartoon. What is this world. She actually does have questions. The numbers on their arm - she wants to know what it means. (She doesn't want to know about the turtles, at all.) But she. Will basically fundamentally respect privacy.]
. . . Yes. What do they have to gain, doing this to us?
It is a hideous thing, to be so exposed. Further, it is unfair, as I am meant to obtain indulgence for sharing these on my own, and it is being robbed of me.
But I do not care, that you know about the soup. [Well. She cares a little bit about her tired and vulnerable state, but also. . . gestures to last week.]
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You cut your bone and cooked it to kill that guy?
[ like, from the memory and feelings she witnessed, it felt deserved, but also. this is some kind of horrifyingly hardcore grace isn't sure what level of impressed she should be? ]
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[She's still. . . eating her crackers. She doesn't really seem put off by this memory.]
I had no choice in the matter. The Saint of Duty is a thanergy void. He can undo my wards like they're little more than air. An attack from within was the only way to counter it.
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[ she doesn't, not quite, but still. she gets the sentiment. whatever else she wanted to express is lost in the next second, when i make you watch a two minute clip because i refuse to write out one of the few scenes i can find on youtube. grace winces at the end, but it's more reflexive to having anything personal shared against her will, even if this tells no one anything at all ever except one time she fought turtles. ]
Okay, so the memory thing is a weekly effect thing. That explains it.
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Anyway, this memory is so much. What is this cartoon. What is this world. She actually does have questions. The numbers on their arm - she wants to know what it means. (She doesn't want to know about the turtles, at all.) But she. Will basically fundamentally respect privacy.]
. . . Yes. What do they have to gain, doing this to us?
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What did they have to gain with taking our skills? They're messing with our heads for fun.
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. . . Well, obviously that.
[Except she's only agreeing because she wants Grace to think she's cool and not an Avatar simp, which she is.]
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Whether it's the Avatars or this place, this? Sucks. Can't we go back to the bad wish thing from the first week?
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Would that we could. This is my nightmare.
[She says it like it's a joke, but it really isn't.]
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Honestly? Same.
[ it's also not a joke? she does not want to see her own memories never mind letting others see them? this is fucking terrible ]
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But I do not care, that you know about the soup. [Well. She cares a little bit about her tired and vulnerable state, but also. . . gestures to last week.]
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[ if you ignore the vulnerable state part. but: ]
And I'm cool with you seeing the turtle car thing. It's not like there's even anything weird in there? [ except like, turtles. ]