[And that still feels really strange? That something went right?]
Not sure-- how much to believe now that things seem to be working. Insane, isn't it? That I spent all that time hoping for it to be better, and when it is, I don't know what to do with it.
Don't tell me you've been around us so much you're starting to get cynical, Molly. Not after everything! [ but jokes aside, she stretches out a bit ] I get it, though. It... well, it definitely wasn't easy, but I kind of expected it to be even harder, somehow?
What can I say, maybe you're all starting to rub off on me. Corrupting me with your terrible influences. I'm cynical and biting now, and absolutely never have been before.
... I know what you mean. I suppose I've just come to expect pain, and when the opposite comes it's a shock to the system.
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She's good, right? Just tired?
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[And that still feels really strange? That something went right?]
Not sure-- how much to believe now that things seem to be working. Insane, isn't it? That I spent all that time hoping for it to be better, and when it is, I don't know what to do with it.
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Don't tell me you've been around us so much you're starting to get cynical, Molly. Not after everything! [ but jokes aside, she stretches out a bit ] I get it, though. It... well, it definitely wasn't easy, but I kind of expected it to be even harder, somehow?
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... I know what you mean. I suppose I've just come to expect pain, and when the opposite comes it's a shock to the system.
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[ she nods ]
... It is a shock, but you'll get used to it. We all will.