sengokus: (♟ and how can i move on)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[oh - he startles a bit when the blanket comes in, but he'll shift so that he can pop his head out from behind it and look to her]

.... nah, I'm too much of a lightweight to drink on the weekends.

[he'll admit it]

.... thanks. For coming to check on me. I just needed time, I guess.
sengokus: (♟ holes in my false confidence;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[oh.

uh. well. he does fluster a little because how can he not, hello. but if she's making herself comfortable he'll try to just. shift so that it's easier for both of them?? and he blinks in surprise at the takoyaki]


Oh..... thanks!

[ . . . . ]

Erm, but it's hard to feel like I deserve this right now....
sengokus: (♟ going back to the corner;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . ]

I just added to the chaos at the end, didn't I? Everyone starting to throw punches or hold each other back.
sengokus: (♟ so don't give up)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[he huffs out a quietly amused breath at that]

... White nearly did - and I think that's almost kind of worse, don't you?

That he felt like he needed to take care of me.
sengokus: (♟ if it's a day a month a year")

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . he hums quietly at that, as if considering the question. he relaxes just a bit and looks out at the stars.]

.... not totally. It's... weird. Because I know it's just 'cause they care. Before I came here... people would show their concern for me... differently. Sometimes they'd be totally hands off and leave me to myself, and trust me to get to the right answer.

Or it'd be Takeru, and him always nagging at me and hitting where it hurts, trying to get me angry enough to move.

[ . . . ]

But people here are pretty kind. I just... would prefer to be someone that they think is reliable, instead of someone that needs to be looked after.
sengokus: (♟ so don't give up)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
[there's just a little bit of a laugh at that]

I mean... yeah. I do that to Shi-san too, so I can't say anything. Especially since I do reckless stuff or suggest pretty bad ideas.

.... but you're right. I know it comes off as caring, and they mean well. So I'm not mad. I just... hope that I don't seem like someone who makes more mistakes than I do things right.

That's... who I used to be. And I don't want to be that guy anymore.
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[oh - he'll reach out then but also.

blink.]


.... I wasn't expecting a performance review....?
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know what the performing is supposed to be anymore, I thought that was every Saturday...

[he's very lost in this conversation. but. he will also move to eat the takoyaki and look thoughtful about what she actually said]

.... people normally aren't this nice to me. I don't really know what to say. Thank you, to start, I think.

[and he's blanking]
sengokus: (♟ so don't give up)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . he just manages a bit of a laugh at that]

Even my friends are the tough love kind.... [BEING HIS FRIENDS AND CARING ABOUT HIM MEANS NOTHING!!! he hangs out with too many tsunderes]

... it means a lot, though. Seriously.

I'm really glad you're here, Grace.
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-21 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
[he laughs again at that, a bit stronger even as he goes to skewer another takoyaki]

I dunno... Now I'm worried I'll get kinda spoiled from it.
sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-23 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't know you liked it that much - now I gotta learn what other stuff you like so I can try to make it...

[him learning to cook]
Edited 2021-03-23 17:52 (UTC)
sengokus: (♟ like lovers do)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-23 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been able to! But my specialty was just really good deluxe gourmet instant ramen.

But I'm trying to expand!

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