sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-29 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Yeah.... I kind of do. I didn't realize it'd be so painful for some people to relive that stuff - and that was me being stupid and not thinking of it.

[he was fine with frustration but once people started getting emotional about croissants that's when he started to feel bad]

I know it's a flimsy thing now and doesn't really change - but I guess I just didn't want to introduce new evidence that couldn't accidentally implicate someone for real, and then I would've had to confess way sooner.

So I just stuck to old crazy stuff that we never solved...
sengokus: (♟ so don't give up)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-29 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
[oh - he goes with the nudge but. he snorts a little bit at that, a complicated feeling at that]

Hah. Maybe we can do that without the murder.

[as if they don't have a lot of other things to do? admittedly would be better than everyone getting christian for a day]
sengokus: (♟ and how can i move on)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-29 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . he falters a little at that, a little twist of guilt.]

... I did look through all the floors, for the record - I don't know, just out of habit.

But it would've felt wrong, to keep lying when I knew everything that was already out there.
sengokus: (♟ there's nothing left)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-04-01 09:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . there's just a little note of fondness at that]

It would have felt worse to hide, I think. I was going to tell enough people after... especially since everyone was able to find the bullet. [and in his own feelings - there's notes of relief. like he's so glad to have been found]

So just telling everyone at once - it was simpler to me.